Fuck me, i’m 20. You see, the realisation of this didnt really hit me until i realised that it was TWO YEARS AGO that i was 18. TWO YEARS AGO that we had that massive party at my house. TWO YEARS AGO!!!!!!<\/p>\n
Panic button on alert.<\/p>\n
To be honest though, 2002 was a fucking rough year, so i guess emotionally I feel older than 20. Its just such a bitch you know? where did all the time go? I was clearing out my cupboard in my room, and i came across all the photos i used to take and it took me over an hour sorting through them all. I found ones from my 14th birthday party, and i really want to scan those and put them up, because they are hilarious. It had Pat with blonde hair, and Tim with his Charlotte Hornets shirt. So funny.<\/p>\n
I also found a load of photos from the days when i spent all my time at the ramps in JP. Those were the sad ones, because as much i loved growing up with the people at ISB, it was the friends i made there that i will really miss. I got so much shit from people in ISB for hanging out there so often, to the point that i was getting excluded from parties and little things like that. Those things meant alot to a 16 year old, and even though they were probably right in that i wouldnt go anyway, an invite would have been nice, you know? You lot really screwed me over big time on stuff like that and that is why i gave out so much shit from time to time. And at that point, when i felt excluded at home, and now from school, and the people i grew up with, those fellas became second family to me. And those that are still around today, particularly those that i met again this year…i fucking love you guys.<\/p>\n
If anything, i’ve learnt over the year, that you can never really tell who to trust, and you never realise who your true friends are until you need help. I know they dont read this site, but this is for Ronan and Gina, i think the fucking world of you.<\/p>\n
I’m not drunk and i’m not stoned. I just had a hard day.<\/p>\n
Looking back on 2002…<\/p>\n
HIGHS:
\nseeing old friends again, Gina, Pete, Adam, Ben, and Navin
\nsettling into a new house with new housemate
\ngetting to know my uni mates better
\nThe Gardening Club escapades<\/p>\n
LOWS:
\nthe john saga
\nfalling out with afore mentioned housemate
\nhaving someone constantly forward anonymous emails to me about a certain little girl that i dont particularly care to mention about.
\nparents thinking i was on drugs over summer (actually thats kinda funny now…scrap that)<\/p>\n
There are loads, but that is all my head can recall at this late hour.<\/p>\n
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