Well last night was pretty anti-climatic. For the first time in ages, a day wasn’t good or bad. It was just quiet and dull. It was normal. I went to The Globe and saw Polly there. Nigel wasn’t there but then, NO ONE was there. I don’t know what happened. It’s like, almost all the regulars decided not to go ...

got back from Adelaide on Wednesday. excellent trip. spent an entire week recording Jassa’s new CD. didn’t see sunlight for like 5 days. but it’s done. and we’re happy. and it sounds fucking awesome. select tracks should be available in a few days on mp3.com.au for your listening pleasure. I will be spending my four day weekend burning multiple copies. ...

*pumps fist* YESSS!!! Some of my money came in today. As soon as I heard I went to the store and did some shopping. Here are the luxury items I got: – Cranberry juice – Lots of soup – Bananas When I feel well enough to consume solid foods without barfing, it will be even sweeter. Tomorrow I am going ...

Heeding Polly’s sister’s advice, I laid off what I was going to say to Polly yesterday. She needs her space and her own time with other friends. Which is cool because it gives me time to settle my own emotions and clear my head. Right now I have a problem trusting my best friend and that isn’t really healthy. I’m ...

Edo. Sam. i only read your posts today, but i thought i should make some kind of comment. only it’s hard to find the right words. I’ve never been one to hand out good advice but i can tell you about what i know. Edo, what Polly did to you is wrong. and it’s as much her fault as this ...

I woke up yesterday feeling a bit better. People who know me well, know that when I’m suffering from heart ache my body goes to shit. I can’t sleep and I can’t eat. I just vomit a lot. So to better cope and try and understand more about myself, I asked people for advice. I read all the comments in ...

“God, How could things get any worse?” I actually said this on Thursday morning. It had bothered me that Polly had been dodging me during the week. Stories that didn’t add up, half truths and a change in the way she talked to me. And it finally came crashing down that night. She has a boyfriend. And his name is ...

I’m gonna attempt to make this site slightly move uplifting than it has been recently. but first off: Edo, i’m sorry dude. i’ll give you a call on wednesday when i get back to england (if i can) maybe it’ll help you out. Sam, dude… that fucking sucks. but just ride the bad times dude, it’ll kick into place soon ...

i feel really uncomfortable with this post. to be honest i hadnt checked the site for a few days… cause frankly i thought that there would be no updates (are there ever?). but oh boy was i wrong! now i just plain dont know what to write about… happy? sad? fuck it, i’ll give something a go: i dont know ...

My poor boys!! I suppose there arent any real words of wisdom to cheer anybody up really so all i can do is suggest a song…More Than a Feeling by Boston. Silly cheesy 80’s rock that you can sing along to and feel like an eejit but not give a flying fuck. I can relate to both of Sam and ...